Dieting

It's Saturday morning, and I am at worked bored nearly to death. Well, I am a girl and what do most girls want to do when they are bored? EAT!! I mozied on into the kitchen at my office and got myself out a Coke and an Apple turnover from Arby's. As I sit in my office drinking my Coke and eating the apple turnover...I scold myself for eating this way.

I have started a diet and nutrition program that is offered by the company that we have our home based business with. I have been doing it for almost 1 month and I have not noticed any results. I stopped eating chips and fast food, and I cut pop out almost completely, (the only exception being Wednesday lunches with Mom and when I forget my water bottle at home on work days). I walk around the lot at my work 5 times a day, which is equal to 1 mile, and I run on the days that I close and i'm here by myself. I eat fruit constantly! I have always liked to eat fruit and never had any problems trying to get myself to eat it, but lately I have to force myself to choke it down!

My mom loaned me a book that has recipies for chilled fruit soups, that has helped, but they are not filling. I go to the Cupbearer nearly everyday to get a strawberry smoothie. I am starting to run out of ideas!

Have you ever seem the commercial on tv, I think it's for SlimQuik, where it shows a lady and a man and she says how they are doing the same things to loose weight, but he is loosing a lot and she looks the same? That is exactly how I feel!! Jake comes home almost everyday and tells me what the scale said at work...and I can't even pretend to be happy for him. I just can't believe that I am not even 25 years old yet and I have hit this stage. What do I have to look forward to in the future if this continues?